And so I depart my life in thunderous silence.

My friend noticing he has friends who are sympathetic to him as he is gonna lose me and we are close, have reached out in various ways.

He says it is your death and no one has said anything at all to you.

Actually what did happen is awhile back it was suspected I might go soon and someone decided to steal the sympathy and attention from me. My departure and she made it about her, boo hoo. Actually how dare I come back into her life and then have the temerity to die, how was she gonna cope, it wasn’t fair.

She then tried to take control of my life for no reason and that was that; I ended it.

My friend getting help because I am dying. And I am getting none at all.