Crushed By Doubt

Oh dear Lord Jesus Christ, only You know how lonely this road is.

I think I know what is truth, what is reality. But know how easily I am deceived also.

I don’t know what to make of what is happening to me. My body literally works in a supernatural way.

No one knows how terrified and alone I feel, Lord. Looking for light, hope, and direction.

I just know that You are in control. That You have everything handled as usual.

I relinquish the reins. Death, life, whatever You want is acceptable.

Last night I walked through an entire mall where I had gone to do my errand.

Stood in a clothing store and said to myself, if for some reason I live shopping here, these sales prices are great!

Walked through the mall wanted nothing in it. You know I used to hang out in malls as a refuge.

You know I had a shopping problem and was basically addicted to buying jewelry.

Walked through nothing interested me. Desired none of it. Just stuff, just possessions.

Even I noticed this and said to myself, oh Lord who have You made me into???

 

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