Tag: inspiration

I am happy to report I do have friends and they have checked in despite multitudinous purple prose here.

People who are not butthurt about the blog; they just want to help me.

People with real life experience with death who recognize that when the majority of your body systems necessary for life start experiencing major failures all at once, what follows IS death.

I explained to a young friend my body was like a car, an old, worn out one. He hasn’t owned a car but most people have.

You can do a lot of car repairs. Let us say you have a car that is of great value to you and an unlimited budget. You can extend the life of it quite awhile.

But not forever.

Ultimately you will be unable to repair/replace, will have to send it to the junkyard and replace it. It just is not infinitely repairable.

That is where I am at. Most people know if you have engine, transmission and brake system failures simultaneously you are done, start car shopping. They don’t even try.

Well heart, lung, intestines and a kidney is the human body equivalent of that so conclusion is the same.

I don’t have a timeframe and docs haven’t figured it out as I am 50 not 90. They don’t know the severe abuse history which explains why.

They are currently working on different parts of the car and not talking to each other, so no one sees the big picture.

But it is pretty obvious when you look at the whole picture, and people who do know and see the big picture have concluded, yep not long.

So day by day. Thanks so very much to all who did reach out. You are GOLD. ❤❤❤