Suddenly in a bubble.
Broken body mind heart shielded under His wings, His literal wings. An impenetrable shield.
Inside only peace, joy and love. Incredible power and happiness.
Jesus has utterly had it with people breaking His wife, He is done.
I snuggle up to Him and we talk.
I ask Him about the man and the terrible choice. He says that man could have made literally any other choice. Danced a jig. Done nothing. And it would not have turned out misery for all.
He said, that is not even Satan’s will or fault for once. Satan has a very big problem. He has a fulfilled executed contract involving substitutionary blood sacrifice and a life obedience contract, the highest most powerful principles in the universe.
For this no payment was rendered, great or small. Not even a packet of Skittles. Nothing.
Satan MUST pay me, yet the Lord won’t allow me to accept anything from him.
He says the magick will eventually balance in cosmic ways of interest even to God. He will have to handle it; it is way beyond my paygrade.
I asked about the recent man. He said that was all Me. Really, why would you fall for this guy what would interest you naturally, why would you even consider it. He is jailbait!
I did it all; I created the bonds and happiness and union; I did everything. Perfect mate, wrapped up in a bow, here you go.
For some reason, he decided that wasn’t good enough as he is young and you are old. The Lord said, Seren if this was my actual Will you would not have broken and smashed like eggs on the pavement.
I would be in it, explain, sustain you. You would get it and understand and accept what I wanted. I would bless all of it. It was not My Will so it is a huge mess.
I said, Lord why do these things happen. He said, this is a result of the extreme degree to which I have chosen you for Myself. It acts like an improbability field and so sometimes you get these weird results.
I said, why me, Lord? He said, sometimes I make things just for Me. Just to please Myself and make Me happy. You are one of these things.
Amy was like a caterpillar form that died in the Satanic attack, and out came my beautiful butterfly Seren. Utterly different yet the same gorgeous soul.
He said, the most recent guy I gave you to is really sorry, think I will give him another chance.
But mostly He just wants to keep me to Himself and is way over people messing with me and hurting me.
He gave Himself to me and I gave myself to Him in return. In a spiritual interchange and love and joy flooding my heart and soul. Utter peace and security.
I love You, Jesus My Love. We will literally always be together through time and space. Thank You for making me just for You. ❤❤❤😍😍😍
Jephthah's Daughter 