Faith Healing Secrets Revealed!

It is interesting where life takes you. A friend has been reading my posts against faith healing, researched it and ran across Costi Hinn.

He is the nephew of Benny Hinn. The Lord graciously delivered him out of all that crap and he now spends his life in part writing books and giving interviews exposing the lies.

I have in fact written him on Facebook, linked the blog, letting him know the Lord has taken me down a very interesting path, please read. He may show up and do that!

So before the Lord and the world, may only Truth be proclaimed here; may only Truth happen here. May all real errors, lies, and machinations of the Enemy be ruthlessly exposed and brought to nothing.

But above all, the blog is about Jesus. Belongs to Him, His territory, whatever He wants. Like my life. Like Charles de Foucauld, I abandon myself to You, Lord Jesus Christ. I accept all; I surrender all.

May this blog be Your sacred space; may only Your Will and no one else’s happen here. Live, die, I am Yours O Lord.

I just ask above all You would be utterly glorified and lifted high, that this blog would testify only to and of You regardless of the cost to me.

I worship You and lift You high. I love You so very much, O amazing Lord. ❤❤❤ In Jesus’ Name Amen.


Dear brother Costi, I am writing this to you in case you show up and read it. What immense courage you had to escape and now to spend your life opposing great Enemy works.

I doubt you ever talk about the costs, but as I am doing that on a much smaller scale, I know they are there. Blessings on you, your wife and family. Thank you for your sacrifices and service. 😊

Your sister in Christ, Seren.


Okay so I listened to two podcasts interviewing Mr. Hinn and took copious notes.

They are available via whatever podcast software you may have. One is on “The Alisa Chalders Podcast” channel. Look for the one about the Prosperity Gospel and Mystical Miracle Movement.

The second is on “Equipping You In Grace” and is their Episode 139.

O Body Of Christ, Where Are You?

I learned what the Body of Christ has been up to and why they are not out there actually loving the lost and each other.

The Enemy has them all snarled up in occult practices, building physical churches, and theology debates. What I see is a huge rejection of actual spiritual gifts, as a reaction to being only in environments where those gifts were fakery or demonic.

This is quite understandable. But then I see they have gotten hung up on “correct theology.” I see this as an understandable response to lives drenched in the occult and lies.

But “correct theology” will not in the end save you. Only personally knowing Jesus Christ in a real, tangible relationship you experience like other relationships will do that.

Since the lies involved literally manufacturing your own reality or just denying the truth, however, I get why people went there.

Let’s Review: What Is The Fundamental Difference Between The Occult And The Spirit?

If you have been reading the blog, you know it all boils down to whose will is being done.

If you are attempting to accomplish your own will/the Enemy’s will, that is the core of what makes a spiritual act, of whatever kind, magick.

If you instead are trying to accomplish God’s Will, then only God can do this. You literally cannot accomplish God’s Will in your flesh.

“Did that which is good, then, become death to me? By no means! Nevertheless, in order that sin might be recognized as sin, it used what is good to bring about my death, so that through the commandment sin might become utterly sinful.

“We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out.  For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

“So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!

“So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in my sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.” ~ Romans 7:13-25, NIV.

It is indeed important to know the truth from a lie when your whole life was spent living one. I understand why this is your focus.

But all “correct theology” will ultimately do is identify what species of sinner you are. It won’t save you at all.

Literally only Jesus Himself can do that through His indwelling Spirit, living His life through you.

“But you are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you. Now if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he is not His. And if Christ is in you, the body is dead because of sin, but the Spirit is life because of righteousness. But if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, He who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through His Spirit who dwells in you.

Sonship Through the Spirit

“Therefore, brethren, we are debtors—not to the flesh, to live according to the flesh. For if you live according to the flesh you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live. For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God. For you did not receive the spirit of bondage again to fear, but you received the Spirit of adoption by whom we cry out, “Abba, Father.”  The Spirit Himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs—heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with Him, that we may also be glorified together. ~ Romans 8:9-17, NKJV.

What follows are SOLELY MY personal interpretations and conclusions about the podcasts. They do NOT necessarily reflect the views of Costi Hinn.

A Chosen Family, But Not By The Lord

So as far as I can tell from listening to these podcasts, the Enemy at some point in time set his sights on Benny Hinn and his family.

The incredibly simple premise was: teach them the basics of magick and have them perform and teach it under the guise of Christianity. Everyone will fall for it.

That worked splendidly well; by Costi Hinn’s own admission what was once a fringe movement is now mainstream evangelicalism.

Satan rewarded his servants with wealth and power far beyond dreams, which naturally attracted fallen mankind. Just keep performing magick onstage, say it is true Christianity, and I will keep the gravy train rolling.

Sweet Little Lies

It was necessary to pervert the Gospel a bit. Jesus Christ, King of kings and Lord of lords, being the real God, was unlikely to stand idly by while Satan misused His Name above all names.

Therefore a slight modification was needed. The Hinns didn’t preach the real Jesus Christ, but what Costi Hinn calls “Gospel Plus.”

In “Gospel Plus” you get all the benefits promised to you in Heaven…NOW. You are therefore guaranteed the total victory, healing, treasures in Heaven, blessings, that sweet mansion Jesus said He would prepare for you. NOW.

A certain famous televangelist talked about treasure in Heaven but cashing it in NOW. Another preaches Best Life Now. Costi Hinn calls it “Jesus + benefits.”

Satan rewarded all these people preaching his twisted version of Christianity with wealth, fame and power. So, therefore, many eagerly signed on, all those who sought such things.

The real object of worship in “Gospel Plus” isn’t Jesus but SELF. It is about how can I manipulate God into doing what I want. In other words, SELF WILL.

Put On Stage Makeup, A Big Smile, And Plaster Any Cracks

As it was Satan’s show and not the Lord’s, things went wrong. People were not healed, or something happened that wasn’t supposed to. You learned to blow it off. If you got too nosy or had too many questions, you were warned not to question the Lord’s anointed.

Occasionally a little more force was necessary to keep the sheeple in line. If someone didn’t get healed, the hoax couldn’t be admitted. Therefore the victim got blamed, told it was THEIR lack of faith at fault.

As opposed to this being a massive lie and Enemy work. Blame the sick person, what fun!

Ooohh we can extend this a little bit. People who still fought then got told they had to give something, sacrifice, do something costly and uncommon to get that healing.

All kinds of ways to exploit that.

One of the common ones was leaders using it as leverage to get people in line. Your friends left our church, think something is wrong here.

So cut them off and anyone else who questions my anointing. God will honor your sacrifice and you will get the blessings, healing, anointing you desire, heh heh heh.

That is every bit as evil as it sounds. You see now we have a culture of secrets, lies, abusive and controlling behaviors that is a clear Enemy signature.

Making Withdrawals From The Bank Of God Inc.

The basic principles of magick the Hinns used worked the same with wealth as well as health. Just use them to basically print money, what a great life!

Just, remember old Uncle Satan, do me a little favor and share with all the nice people how you got crazy rich. Much obliged.

So the servants happily did so. Came up with blessing formulas, some involving specific numbers, justified with Bible verse soup. Drew scattered verses from all over out of context, used them to write a convincing sales pitch.

Cha ching! Business was booming; the servants of Hell wealthy and powerful, huge numbers of souls now in the Enemy’s clutches, wanting the same for themselves.

Follow our prayer formula, that vacation house in Tahiti will be yours. You don’t even have to think. In fact don’t, that is SO much better.

What Do Successful Businesses Do? Expand Operations, Duh.

In 2004, one of the chosen servants announced he had a prophetic word from the “Lord”. Apostles were coming back!

New Apostolic Reformation Is Launched

Apostles would hold the authority of the church. They would be granted the power to control weather, do miracles OBVIOUSLY, spark revivals, turn over churches and even GOVERNMENTS.

Whoa sign me up how do I become one of those????

Anything is available at the right price, my dears. Pay up and an apostleship is yours. We even offer a couples discount for the discerning, and well heeled, couple.

We of course want the apostles to be properly educated, so we started a school so you can learn how to wield your new miraculous gifts you purchased.

There is a learning curve of course, and a reasonable fee. Teachers are a bit scarce, unfortunately. We just want you to succeed.

When you graduate our secret training, you will be able to control healing with your will, alter reality according to your wishes. That is worth the price we ask, right???

Nope this doesn’t describe Hogwarts or a secret Illuminati school. You would be forgiven for thinking that though.

Sadly, this obviously stupidly occult doctrine has been extremely well packaged and marketed. It really IS mainstream and it is THIS I am running into!

Check Out The Podcasts For More Info

Christ is the only Life, as this post testifies.

Please pray for Costi Hinn, his family and his church, as I am sure he draws heavy fire of all kinds for his continuing brave stand.

The Lord bless you all! In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Who Is Behind This Blog?

Dear Lord Jesus, so completely alone.

Whoever else reads this, this is my letter to You.

So it is late. Super late. I went on a counseling site where it is a group chat. Everyone helps everyone, it is peer support.

You gave me keen and laser insight to a situation. I saw it all clearly and explained it simply. That person has good direction now on what they need to do next. Thank You Lord.

I popped up with more and more and they were all saying how wise I was. All problems seemed simple, solutions clear and obvious.

I ran through each situation, followed behavior patterns, drew correct conclusions swiftly.

I responded and thought, this isn’t me. How do I see so much, know so much, why is everything breathtakingly obvious to me?

It is because of Your wisdom, Your knowledge, Your Spirit Lord. I was aware my mind was working on far beyond any level I would consider normal.

I just got upset, said what if this is all wrong? You brought to mind all the real life evidence of why this is right and I am indeed walking with You.

Just, talking to all those people knew what next right thing to say was. Could see the truth so clearly in every situation.

My concern, Lord, is I want to KNOW You are using me. That it is Your Spirit speaking through me. That I am not myself deceived and perpetrating deception unknowingly.

I know only You reveal truth. You are unknowable unless You reveal Yourself. Your Word says so. You hide Yourself and none can find You.

Unless You wish to be found, You are unfindable.

I need to know, Jesus. I need to know if my medical conditions will result in death. I need to know if I am proclaiming Your Truth, or this blog is a dangerous exercise in futility.

Whatever others think or say, I need to know. Because nothing is more important than being right with You.

If this is wrong, blog goes away. I don’t know what to say but as being wrong means I continue to live, think this will be forgiven.

I completely and totally humble myself before You, prepared to accept and act on Your Truth whatever it may be. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

He says:

Very good, I told you My answer yesterday. Please link for the readers, thank you.

The Lord Responds

This IS My answer; it is very clear and direct. Your question is really: are you hearing from Me or the Enemy?

Yes, Lord. That is my question.

In reply, the Lord sent me to Ezekiel 21. Huh, I thought, what is in Ezekiel 21?

This!

sword_of_the_apocalypse_by_serenaletheia_daxgmjm

Wow! I uploaded this artwork TWO YEARS AGO!!

I didn’t understand any of it other than somehow I was that sword. Not in a literal sense. The sword reference in Ezekiel literally referred to Babylon, and how they destroyed Jerusalem and the temple.

I have never had pride so badly, praise the Lord, I thought I was some weird reincarnation of an ancient civilization or anything crazy like that.

Clearly the Lord meant something else by it. I really didn’t know. Sword references crop up again and again in my art and poetry ever after.

So tonight I say, Lord how do I know it is You? His reply is:

You’re My sword! Have been telling you this for years.

In fact, here is this art you made of it two years ago. So I have been telling you this for awhile!

Seren, can unravel complexities of others’ lives with greatest of ease thanks to Divine Wisdom. Not getting it when comes to her own life.

He is patient, says also:

Many others need to know the answer to your question, so I am answering everyone at once.

So I went back through my poetry which has been accumulating for literal years. Found this one, among many CLEARLY detailing the path I was on.

The Canary Died

so I ask again
are you brave
if you don’t feel brave
if every day is a struggle
if every day you’d rather die
than keep staggering along
burdens crushing and overwhelming
and yet
you keep on
you put one foot in front of the other
after awhile you stop asking questions
the pain so bad you can’t breathe
after awhile, all pain
to lose your resolve
to wonder why you’re fighting
is it worth it?
who will this help?
is my suffering meaningless?
knowing
always knowing
the path is just going
to get darker
the track leads
deeper into the mine
the canary died.
there is no way back now
forward to face
certain death.
so as I struggle along
I ask
why fight?
If I am going to lose anyway,
why fight?
once upon a time
I had a dream
and in it, the Lord said
this person and this person
and this other person
you helped them
you went through this
so they didn’t have to.
you distracted the enemy
from hurting others
your suffering is precious
and I have collected every tear.
Thank You, Lord,
after all,
soldiers die
I am nothing if not a soldier
fighting enemies unseen.
the canary died
so I will die,
but
my death deep in the mine
is not for nothing
it will break open
many things.

Seren Wild © July 31, 2017.

The Lord said:

Stop. Tell the world how the Enemy is interfering with the search for the truth.

Tell them about clicking on poetry links on DA that don’t open. Or open to another deviation. Mine or someone else’s. 

Tell them about the poem you tried to access that scrolled non-stop in the preview rather than opening. When there is no code allowing that behavior.

Tell them about the one you couldn’t open at all, it wouldn’t open or led somewhere else.

Do mention how you try to copy/paste links and it doesn’t work. That you have resorted to backup backup methods, as normal methods regularly fail.

Say how programs on your phone have unexplained random failures for no reason. When you were trying to create an important art piece, the program refused to function.

Please continue.

So went forward and now no issues opening links or odd misbehaviors, thank You Jesus.

Go on through life getting darker and more horrible and then this.

Purpose Anew

she lifting
all lay aborning
tucked quiet beneath
blankets
mind stilled
head spinny
and pondered.
Oh yes, like her
mother, Mary
(Mother of the Word),
she pondered.
Two gates closed
and the third, about to fall.
Youth and going back
are not options.
Truth will be determined,
here and now.
You choose your options:
they are few.
OK, she said,
here I am.
She presented herself to the King.
Master, what would
You have me do?
There was silence.
Only a cello could be heard.
So she said, once again,
Master, what would
You have me do?
And her beloveds said,
you must choose.
He will not tell you.
And then the music rose,
and she realized
her sword lay idle
her shield unburnished
her armor lacked care.
She realized it was
her heart
her spirit
her will
and not her mind
that was required.
And she realized
that God needs no one’s prayers
but
other people need hers.
Good, the King said.
Seren, the King said,
will you be My knight?
will you fight for Me?
Yes, she said. Yes, anything for You.
Good, He said.
Your sword is a scythe,
Your harvest, the world.
Go.
And so purpose is set anew.
Because God does not delight
In the strength of horses
But in all
Who call upon His mercies.
Amen.

Seren Wild © December 3rd, 2017.

Aha! The Lord had revealed through many poems you will be a sword, then the forging process, and finally here He reveals the purpose of the sword.

This wasn’t fantasy fiction but my real life. Every poem was inspired by spiritual and other kinds of reality.

Everything was learned through experiences I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy.

I have had people want to be as strong as I am. I have to tell them, I cannot in good conscience wish on you the path I took here. That would basically be cursing you. I can’t do that.

I weep for what I went through towards the end before I fled my ex lest I die. I have few memories of it, but the little poetry that exists, the pain, horror and damage is obvious.

Then Tucson. I took a long break, began posting again many months into 2018. Had many adventures. Wrote this.

Fire

so on the other side
of darkness
in the land of the sun
where snow never flies
back in the cold place
he who gave himself
to evil
still seeks my ruin and misery
tirelessly working
to cause the maximum harm.
I do not fear him.
But tonight he has snared
a child of the Father
seeking to drag her down
to his father the devil.
I see the angels and demons battle.
My time is short; that plane is coming.
Healing but not all was healed.
But He made us a sword.
A sword, a sword for slaughter
And set us against evil,
And wields us as He wishes.
And I realize: time is short but
time is not up.
He did not excuse us
from the spiritual battles;
they are thicker than ever.
And as our body grows weaker
our spirit grows stronger
burning with Divine fire
not counting the cost.
We are not done.
We have not fought
Our last battle.
Tonight the minion of the Enemy
does the will of his father.
And we will do ours.
And it is on,
and serving the Lord
has never been more important
than now.

Seren Wild © September 8th, 2018.

I went into the psych ward for 11 days not long after I wrote this.

So little Seren, what do you think of all this? Please tell Me and the readers what you conclude by all I have just shown you.

My conclusions, Lord, are that You came to me in 2017 and said, you are going to be a sword. Then You in fact made me this sword, and there are real life records of the process.

What I see is I have known for a long time life was short and why that was. I didn’t know when but I knew for literally years life was short.

I wrote quite a bit about it. The records were automatically date stamped on a public site I don’t control; therefore, the dates can be relied on.

I see that tonight I came to You and You unfailingly led me to all this. To Ezekiel 21 when I didn’t consciously know what was in that particular chapter.

And the process of creating this post testifies to the involvement of unearthly forces. There is no logical, rational, scientific explanation for any of this.

Programs are based off code that always behaves the same. Programs do not behave randomly for no reason at all.

So supernatural forces are at work here. This we have proven beyond a shadow of a doubt.

So Who is speaking to me? Running the show? Do we really have any way to know?

Now that we have established You are undeniably real and behind this, can we establish it is really You, the Lord Jesus Christ, Lamb of God, King of kings and Lord of lords, speaking to me now?

He inspired me to dig up the Biblical instructions for testing spirits, which are as follows:

“Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world. By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you heard was coming and now is in the world already.” ~ 1 John 4:1-3, ESV.

I also found this helpful site, and am quoting the following instructions from it. There is a lot more to deliverance in general, and I recommend getting help with that, but this is a decent summary.

  1. Ask the spirit who his Lord and Master is. The spirit better say his Lord and Master is Jesus Christ. If the spirit cannot confess that Jesus Christ is his Lord and Master – then he is not an angel from God.

  2. I would then tell her to ask the spirit to confess to her that Jesus Christ has come to our earth in the flesh. If this spirit cannot make this specific confession to her – then this spirit is definitely not from God!

Very good, Seren. The standards I Myself wrote in My Word are clear. I am about to unmistakably prove My identity.

I am Jesus, the First and the Last, the Alpha and the Omega, He Who overcame. I am the King of kings, Lord of lords, Judge of the living and the dead. I am the Lamb of God. I, Jesus Christ, am the Word Incarnate Who came in the flesh. I died for your sins, mankind, to gather you all to Myself. I rose again in a real physical body as the forerunner of all resurrections. I am alive forevermore. I Myself am Everlasting Life, and its only and true Source.

I testify I am behind Seren and her blog and am the operating principle in her life. I testify what she says I have spoken here, I have indeed spoken.

Her words and actions are not perfect; only Mine are. She will fail and fall as she is only human.

Praise You Lord Jesus Christ!! Praise You!!

I think that completely settles EVERYTHING.

I want to additionally note it has been a massive struggle with all tech just to create this post. WordPress misbehaved as well as Deviant Art. My phone misbehaved also. The Enemy doesn’t want this out there!!

 

The Lord Responds

In the end I turned to the Lord. He always unfailingly is here for me. He never fails.

I am an expert in others failing me; I have experience with almost every abuse, sin and harm. I could do counseling in almost any area based off personal experience.

The Lord never fails. Others do, and sometimes they don’t want to, even. The flesh is weak. We all need mercy. ❤

He says,

“You are Jephthah’s Daughter. I am about to explain to you and the world why I created you.

“First of all you are a sign. As a consecrated sacrifice to Me, your life isn’t your own. It is Mine to do with as I choose.

“In My Word, My prophets lived horrible lives. I asked one to lay on his side for hundreds of days, eat bread baked with feces (Ezekiel).

“I asked one to marry a whore with the resultant heartbreak and destruction of his personal life. To be a sign and witness (Hosea).

“I killed a prophet’s wife to make a point, and he had to continue serving the next day and did so (Ezekiel).

“My prophets and servants were imprisoned, beaten, persecuted, stoned, scourged. This was normal life for them!

“In My infinite wisdom, I did all this. My true servants are always under the sign of the persecution you have lived your life under.

“And now I am taking you home soon, as your body cannot sustain life much longer.

“I could recreate your body, but I am not the Lord of unending toil, but the Lord Who grants rest and peace to the weary.

“Well done, thou good and faithful servant.

“Continue proclaiming Me with your entire life until the moment I take you home to be with Me forever.”

Thank You, Lord. I accept and receive this word. In Jesus’ Name, Amen. ❤❤❤